who hurt you?

WHO HURT YOU? is set in a retirement home for aged drag stars and showcases the final performance of a seminal relic and her embittered ensemble. A dystopian reality where space has broken down, the theatres are closing, no money is left, a fading drag stars fading glory, A tenacious backing , a prima-donna lead violinist, and a wanna be star vying for the spotlight unravelling like a tale of desperate delusion. 

Interspersed with performances of pop songs and haunting ballads and supported by a student Orchestra. WHO HURT YOU? explores themes of queerness and class, exploitation and community. WHO HURT YOU? explores the avenues of survival available to us within the spectacle of our contemporary commercial culture.

“I got one interest here, and that's the show. I don't care whether you live or die. I want to see you dance and I want to see you smile. I can't use you if you can't smile, I can't use you if you can't show, I can't use you if you can't sell.”

Tony Moss, Show Girls (1995)


“I hypnotised myself so in my subconscious, I believed I couldn't get hurt. And I don't mean 'believe' - I mean believe believe believe.”

Jake LaMotta (Raging Bull)

A heavy mix of biographical and autobiographical material, WHO HURT YOU? exemplifies BULLYACHE’s characteristic blurring of the lines between character and self; audience and participant. Deyn and Samuel are joined on stage by legendary drag artist and pianist Barbs, Hofesh Schecter dancer Oscar Jinghu Li, and composer and performer Magnus Westwell.

Directed, Scored and Choreographed

BULLYACHE (Jacob Samuel & Courtney Deyn)

Ass. Choreographer & Rehearsal Director 

Lewis Walker

Performers 

Oscar Li, Barbs & Magnus Westwell 

String Arrangement 

Magnus Westwell

Production 

Nancy May Roberts at Metal & Water

Lighting 

Laurie Loads

Costumes 

Jordan Sherman (Lambdog 1066)

Dramaturgy 

Robert Awosusi

Production Design 

Sophie Cundale 

Additional Music Contributors 

Bobbie 

RnD Support 

Folu Odimayo

Sam Hall 

Connor Scott

Supported by

TOM

TOM is set In a holding room, participants wait. 

A pageant is about to begin.

No call time, perpetual purgatory.

TOM  is a look at the insanity of bureaucracy, institutional power and performed compliance that is ever present in our lives. Six performers draw on their real-life experiences of being; a world champion gymnast, backing dancers for Dua Lipa and Kylie, NDT and Akram Kahn, legendary Voguers, ballroom dancers, and B-boy’s. Contained within a live pop music-video that never ends.

We blend the myth of Orpheus with the DWP, in a vertigo- inducing pop-culture collision of working class and queer expression. Featuring original live music and dance, TOM oscillates between hyper-speed pop, ambient waves and auto-tune vocals. BULLYACHE and cast burst into song, fight, fuck, live, laugh, love, to dissect the heavy price of being in a world that demands too much.

Elements of TOM’s score have been adapted for live music performance and premiered at Abbey Road. Subsequent films are in development furthering the sonic and visual world of the show.

Concept, director, composer
JACOB SAMUEL & COURTNEY DEYN

Rehearsal Director
SCILLA RAJALIN OSCAR LI BECKY NAMGAUDS

Producer
FRASER BUCHANAN, ARTSADMIN

Lighting Designer
LAURIE LOADS

Costume Designer
LAMBDOG1066

Performers
YEN-CHING LIN, ED MITCHELL, JAMES OLIVO, LEWIS WALKER, BOSTON GALLACHER, BELEN LEROUX & COURTNEY DEYN

R+D including
JAL JOSHUA & D’ANGELO CASTRO

Commissioned by
THE YARD THEATRE

Supported by 

CURRENTLY IN DEVELOPMENT

a good man is hard to find

A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND is based on a reconstruction of Medea.

A funeral set inside the sculpture of a pop music video, Princess Dianna meets Hype Williams, asking how grief is dealt with in a performative landscape. A pop-culture collision featuring a cast of world class performers from Gold Medalists to Rosalia dancers and Tim Walker muses, an experience like subconscious scrolling through a TikTok feed.

Concept, director, composer
JACOB SAMUEL & COURTNEY DEYN

Rehearsal Director
SCILLA RAJALIN

Producer
FRASER BUCHANAN, ARTSADMIN

Costume Designer
LAMBDOG1066

Performers
YEN-CHING LIN, ED MITCHELL, JASPER NARVAEZ, EVAN SAGADENCKY, MAGNUS WESTWELL & COURTNEY DEYN

Supported by 

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SHOWS

2024 TOM - Sophiensaele, Berlin

2024 WHO HURT YOU? - Bold Tendencies, London

2024 TOM - Black Box Theatre, Oslo

2024 WHO HURT YOU? - Elgar Music Hall, Birmingham University - w/15 piece String Ensemble 

2023 TOM - Kampnagel, Hamburg

2023 TOM - Horizon Showcase, Edinburgh, Fringe Festival Performance

2023 TOM - The Yard, London, UK premiere, Now Festival

2023 A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND - Barbican, London, Open Labs, residency and sharing

2022 TOM - Les Urbaines, Lausanne

2022 TOM - Futur.Shock, FOLD nightclub, 

2022  TOM - Snape Maltings Residency, Britten Pears Suffolk

MUSIC

2024 Abbey Road - Equalise, Live Music Video

2023 Mind Ur Head - London

2022 Transmissions Festival - Ravenna

2022 FIORIARTIFICIALI - Milan, Performance & Residency

ARTISTS IN RESIDENCE

2023/24 Sounding Change - University of Birmingham  

2024 Open Labs - Barbican

RESIDENCIES 

2024 Mas Palou - Artist Residency 

2023/24 Sounding Change - Artist in Residence, University of Birmingham  

2023 WHO HURT YOU? - Talent Lab, Theatre de LeVille, Luxembourg

2023 European Network Opera Academy - Immersive Residents 

2023 TOM - Artsadmin, London, Lab

2023 TOM - Let’s Create, FABRIC (formerly dance exchange), Birmingham 

2023 A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND - ArtsDepot, London, Research Residency

2022 A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND - The Place, London, Choreodrome, Research Residency

2022 A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND - Bijloke Summer Academy, Ghent, Research Residency

2022 Let Us Raise You -  Raze Collective, London, 

2022 Elevate East - Richmix

2021 New Voices Commission - Sound and Music 

FILM / ONLINE 

2023 Dimensions Award for Digital Production - Sound and Music, collaboration: Basten Stokhuijzen

2021 Never Let You/Jeremiah - Dance on Camera, funded by Arts Council England & Hackney Showroom

We also host variuous workshops / facilitation / panel discussion